i am feeling hurt,real hurt.n it carn be explained.urgh!k.went to chijmes yesterdae to attend a wedding dinner.was quite grand.e was quite cold inside n e chocoloates tdey gave were great!went there n did not noe where to go,which table to sit.relatives came.den at last.knew which table we would be sittin.=))it was cold inside n e entire place was small,doesnt seemed lyk it could accomodate so many ppl.after a lng wait.e moz exciting part arrived!k.gotta shock when i saw e groom,shant continue...ahems.e food wasnt tat fantastic though.it was lyk food catering.waited for along time for juz a dish.wad e?!yupx.den came back at abt 12...!took a taxi but i still missed my paradise hotel..urgh...
yupx..den went for meeting early in e morning todae.in e end, had to haf e meetin opp e blk.was quite fun.den jasmine was sick.hope tat she is betta now.after tat.went to eat bk.didnt noe heartland became soo nic.soo much lyk annex now.hahs.i lyk e mini toons.den went to take neoprints.soo nice.bullied claudyne!claimed tat hse is an old man!!den went to visit celestia.ahhz.soo poor thing.but had a great laUgh when i shouldnt make her laugh..hahas.woked frm kk hospital tO novena square.den wanted to take a taxi to sarah's condo.but took 143 in e end,went to sarah's condo.played ps2!!!ahhz..so fUn.played e shooting game.wah.vented all my frustrations on e gun!had an enjoyable dae.dexter soo cute.so fun.den came back so late can!took 153 back.alighted at opp heartland,went to cold storage.bot sausage to eat.~yUms.den we woked home.plated e swing.so fun.hahs.k.very tired now
i dunno who i a m.really.omg.who can save me?i dunt wanna face u anymore.make me forget u.neva remember u again.e moment i see u,my feeling carn be described.i can juz watch u frm behind n scream in silence.

tomorrow gotta wedding dinneR.dUnno which relative's wedding.hahs.but haf to go.qUite excited anywae.=))quite a fun dae todae.went out wif my cousins n sis.sorry to sheau,ren,ziqing,angel n zoey.oOpsie.i feel guilty!!ahhz.k.so we shall try to go out in future kz?.k, wad di i do todae?well, shopped again.went to taka n wisma, den did window shopping.ate alot can!after tat.didnt noe taka got soo much food.we were lyk tempted to eat one food after another.omg.den made our way to heeren.woked alot.went to 77th street but iz lyk sumhow empty.wad e?hahs.i want tat nike bag n e fossil watch.so nice.gonna try to beg ma.den sis treated us to marche!wah.ermz.its my cousin first time eating.n he seemed so blur.e food was lyk so costly n he wanted to eat spaghetti,not worth it lahx.den we ate e crepes,ice cream wafer n roasti wif a sausage.was quite full.den iz lyk we decided to wok to PS.were on our way when my dear cousins wanted to get slurpee frm 7-11!!we woked back halfway.den bot e slurpee.i tried e mashed potato.not tat nice.den continued our "journey".n in e end, we found out tat dere is another 7.11 further up.we were lyk."wad e?!"....hahs.den at last.reached PS.cousin n i went to yamaha.wah. e electric drum was soo cooL.cousin played on it.omg.but i didnot catch anything.did not learn anything.juz appreciated it.ahhz.i muz haf a drum set of my own when i grow up.it cost a bomb anywae.i can juz forget it.muz i lyk it!!!Z)e electric drum set is lyk soundless when u paly.it can only be heard when u put on e headphones.so cool.iz lyk u wunt disturb anyone lor.shant continue.i want it!den left younger cousin wif sis.dey shopped in carrefour.yupx.den after tat.we went up to play e arcade lor.was quite fun lahx.came back at abt 10pm.realised heartland gotta animal carnival.e rabbits were lyk soo cute.we tot it was chaep.asked how much was it n was real shocked.it cost abt $350!we tot it was only $35.hahs.den found out tat it was a dwarf rabbit.maluated can!ya...im tired beat.cya

todae was quite fun...hahs..k received results eaRly in e morning..ermz...mum said tat i was playful..how could she?budden after tat,went to usher sum parents.den met mingxiU ine pb rm 4 meeting.had a short break.started session 2,did registration for 3b1 n 3b2.mrs judy wong was kinda funny.asking me if there is a teachers lunch whereby food would be sent to her?funny joke?hahs.didnt noe wad to sae.after tat,we went to staff lounge to eat meesiam, wait a min...is outside e staff lounge.not ine staff lounge.couldnt enjoy e cool aircon.hahs..but shifted to e canteen lahx.den started session 3.exchanged sum duties n ITE,took mrs wong's class.she kept walking abt when there wasnt any parent around.viv n i sneaked into her class n help her write cum daw sum things...hahs..i wrote"mrs wong went for a scroll..."..wad e?!my eng is terrible! is supposed to be STROLL!!maluated can! den left for dental appointment. was late as usual.mum was oso as pissed as usual.hahs...but its okay..changed my rubber bands.pink n blue.its a nice colour combi for me!den mum n i went on a shopping spree! wheeee...went to CK tang...bought sum accessories...den went to heeren to buy my things.*dWeeeee=))at last.i bought my converse shoes.replaced my homerUn shoes.my mum said tat i could film homerun 2 wif my shoes.hahs..lame...! :pden went to thiRty-seVen degrees.bot a shiRt...den went to mummum.n by e time.was already abt 8?took a bus home.n now i am tired beat.

tired...reaLLy tiRed nOw..hahs..todae played captain's ball for PE. was qUite fun lahx.history was interesting todae,was mrs wong's last dae wif us..kinda sad...especially ahems...bUt she took a photo wif her lahx..hahs..we watched a funny video...remember e massive headwound person..disgusting can!yeaH..n we cleaned e classroom todae..at last! e pile of trash is cLeared...when jasmine cleaned e fan...instead of white snow..all we see was BLACK SNOW...cool?den did ouR so-called DC...sheau,ren,ziQing,angel,chLoe,zoey n i cleaned e second floor noticeboards.cUt my hand..*oUch..but its okay now lahx.had fun doing dc.=))hees.mr yeo was kind enough to let us off.hUrray!iz e meet e parents session tml.hope tat everything will turn out well n mum wouldnt be toO shocked to see my results.oso gotta dental appointment 2moro.its e end of term 2!time passed lyk running water...omg..carn beleive it.1/2 a yr left wif 2a2!sad...i muz be sure to treasure e remaining daes.2a2 rawkZ.forEver pround being an a2-ian.3 cheeRs for a2!

yepx...dunt noe e reaL me now,but do gif me sum tyme n i will find my way EVENTUALLY!Z)

another bOring dae had juz passed...kz...didnt feel goOd todae..i dunno lahx.didnt haf chinese...everyone was kinda happy..ms wong took mrs wong's hiStory period!!urGHHH...wad e?!...bUt she needed it to do sum admin stuffs...so was qUite okay...after tat gotta chem...leaRnt sum new things..still abt sum formula yUpx...pLayed wif ren.nai stress for qUite a long time?..hahs...coz dunt haf music n lit...after sch, learnt dRums.at last.i know how to play step 1 le!=)hoOrays fOr me!...i am a sLow learner..still dunno how to play step 2...fOrget it...went to eat BK...didnt tOk much...dUnno wad to sae...

U made me feel dis way...i carn help it..i dunt lyk u...sorry...bud i juz carn get along wif u...no matter wad i do..i am sorry...reaLLy...but i hope u can let me off...

feeLing bad...my dae todae is horrible!learn to let everything go..........face e fact.....=((

i am sooo sian todae...bUt there is sumthing fO me to be happy..hahs..toked to "baRdie" toDae...was fUn..tot she oso lyked brad pitt...hahs...but she doesnt...dWEEEE*hees...i am starting to use dis word now...lessons were bOring todae..had a tough STRESS game wif siqi n renee.played reversi n lost.pathetic can...a person who jUz started playin reversi only todae!...wad e?...sounds shocking thoUgh...i dunt understand how sum ppl feel...really dunt..haf an exactly diff way of thinking frm dem...dat leads me to a dilemma...haiz...wad can i do?..hahs..fOrget it...

i haf already said...u r e only tat can bring me back...

yiPee.......k..todae had a hard time doing ip...butit is worth it..tot i had to sUffer under ms rose's hands..bUt she is quite nice actually...did alot of things for jill n i...:pden pLayed soccer for PE...fUn though..betta than volleyball..hahs..we went to eat the beancUrd todae..after sch...yUpx...was deLicious! *yUms*feLt lyk a PIG otdae..we ate alot..n i mean..really alot...after tat..we went MACs...gf treated us to fries..after one packet..regina treated us..wah..ate alot...den after tat...we each paid $1....boUght ice-cream..wad e?!...ate lyk a gLutton..hahs...laughed alot..was kinda fun..den saw a cute meimei..hahs...sooo cUte..she isnt shy...toked to us n even offered sum food...hahas...den took 53 home...feeling tired now.ciaoz

All the time i think of you
Holding on to someone new
Don't make me lose my mind
Seems like i been here before
Baby i can't take no more
Of you trying to play me out baby
I feel so strange thinking about you
After all the wrong you've done to me
I can't go on feeling like i do
Cause my heart loves you
I'm so confused
bRoken.heaRt

nice song lyRics tome..hahs...cooL...since i dunt haf much thing to blog todae...soo shall juz post a song lyrics insteaD (;>)
-iDuNTwaNnAmisSatHinG-
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause i'd miss you baby
And i don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when i dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And i don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And i'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then i kiss your eyes
And thank god we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep

Cause i'd miss you baby
And i don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when i dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And i don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause i'd miss you baby
And i don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when i dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And i don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

omg...i seemed to lyk to use song lYrics to eXpress my feeLings..i think it is qUite a goOd idea doh...dUnno wads wrong wif me...k..todae...got back all of my results...wasnt a gd staRt...i got only a B3 fOr lit...was utteRly depressed can!everyone somehow did well fOr lit...*cRies*den after tat...sci was okay..got a mark back frm mr thomson...hees...den nothing much to comment on chi..was happy fOr history...but i noe tat my ca marks will pUll my history marks down DRASTICALLY hmmm...fOrget it...checking actual SA marks tomorrow...dIe...wadeVa...juz hOpe tat i wont do tat badly...afer tat went to eat cUp nOoDLES...we toked for a long time...den went home liaoz

reaLLy seemed a lil unwelL these daes...not physically..bUt mentally..ahhz...y am i liddat...iZZit becoz of U?...dO me a faVouR...bRing me back to life!

jaYnee ish haPPy!Z)yepx...k...e reasOn y i'm so haPPy todae is becoz i am watching troy later....again...yeahs....hoOrays to my sis fOr treating Us!got back resUlts..reaL shOcked....shant say mUch abt it...*sHH...ermZ..after sch..wasnt tat happy...so jUz went back hOme quite erly to catch wqyl!gotta teach cYndi's dancesteps...hahs...kinda interesting see renfu n shanwei wearing thOse kind of clOthes...looked reaLLy cUte!!:p after tat...sis wanted to watch a mOvie..buDDen no one wants to watch wif her...den i sUggested watching TROY again..hahs..since secOnd sis havent watch yet...den she agReed lor..was amaZed...bUt feLt damn happy...hahs...k..gonna watch it at night....caRn wait to see bRad! sImply irresistabLe man! yepX...=)

dUnno wad to do....mind is at a lOss!seemed to be lOst in a way or another...bUt onLy a person ***** cOuld gUide n save my mind....light up my wOrld n bRing me back to senses...wake me up n shaRe my soRRows!

-UNWELL-
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
and I don't know why

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Me,
talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think that there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

hahas...jUz sUmthing lame..nVm..pUt it asiDe by clicking "pUblish"

k..yUps..another bOring dae had jUz passed....wadeVa...k..ran in e rain todae...kinda fUn..enjOyed it though..hahs...den after tat...we pLayed wif e small little kitten...small... n i mean..reaL smalLyepX.jill enjoyed herself alot i guESS...stroking e kitten..n doing anything to it..hahas...den did IP...was TOUGH!jill n i were lyk ...omg...we seemed to haf forgotten how to use e machine!!!damn scaRy can!....cold swEat...hahs...den later went back to pb roOm to play wif cat cum do oUr work...supposed to haf inter-class competition...buDDen e rain sPoilt e plan...kinda sad for e PSLs who spent a reaL long time to plan for dis eVent...haisH...after sch...went to do sum work..den went to eat beancUrd...was kinda offendEd in sum ways..bUt...nVm...fOrget it...dunt care liaoz...2omoro collecting results...URGHi dunt want to get it back..e subjects tat we r gettin back tomorrow r e subs which i hate oz...wad e?!!..i wont do well for e papers i would be recieving tomorrow...AHHZ!!...wad can i do?...accept e fact tat i am jUz gonna get tat kind of resUlts...n be pRepared to face e wOrst...not in e mood now...=(

waTched vAnhElsiNg TODAY...was kinda exciting bUt...still not as fantastiC as TROY!hahs...was lyk soo happy toDay...boUght the fiRst magaZine!!gotta bRad!!!!!!!hahs..soo happy can...buT oSo quite maLuating...tot it was only $4....budden it was actually $4.50..gotta take money fRm kOr..hahs..e POSTER IS lyk...wOw!...wad e?...aChilles is...oOo...k...den in giNa n viv found oUt that there r postcards in e magaZine...soo nice!..intend to finD more posters in fUture..hahs...saw a fossiL watch...very nice!came back damn late toDae...abt 8+..yUpx...n leaRnt dRums frm peaRl todae...she loOks different...n i mean reaL different...was a qUite a fun "lesson"...althoUgh i did not really get e beat well...bLehx...Z)reaLised i spent ALOT of money in jUz 4 oR mebbe 5 daes!wad e...gotta staRt saVing...haisH...yUpx...wanna go liaoz...braD...bRadiLicioUs...bRadicitiS! ahhZ...mY man!

TROY iz revolving rOund my minD!!!!i want tat pOster badly...trOy rawkZ!!brad pitt is man!tat is e only thing i can say!! acHilles!!!!!!!!cannot...can sumone tell me how can i get e poster?...saw e first magazine poster...only got orlando bloom..bUt i dunt lyk him...aLamak...AHHZ!!gina kOr gaf me a nice nick for mSn..BRADILICIOUS!...nice right??soo cool...hees...i am soo pRoud of it...e thought of him dying for tat gal make me wanna cRy...hahs...everything is abt brad now...omg!!...kk..i am lazy to continue...ciaoz

eXams r finaLLy oVer!!oOo..yepX..on fri..stayed back to do pRoposaL for sumthing...den went waiYin sister's hoUse...soo nice...sooo cUte...e baby rOoM...pLayed sum toys..hahas..n den after tat...went to seiyu...tooK neopRints..hahas...jasmine seaH...gotta bLACK EYES...sooo fUnny can!took abt 3 neopRints but waited for quite sum time...yUpx...den after tat...wanted to eat tappan-yaki...budden toO many ppl..so we went to cOmpass...ate KFC...was fUn...rUshed home at 8.52pm...luckily managed to watch la xiong la mei..soo nice...den yesterday...went to eat breakfast tOgether...den went to waiyin's sister's house to continue e proposal...went to watch TROY...QuITE COOl...BRAD PITT!!omg...e moz "man" gUy on earth..wad e?...soo noBle can!viv n i cRied!!!!making sarah n waiYin laUgh their heads oUt...dUnno lorx...didnt noe troY was lyk soo damn nice...aLthough i hafta look at e sUbtitles moz of e time..hahas..pAiseH...reaL cooL shOw...now...i wanna watch vanhelsing...wah...soo many shOws to caTch! Z)

EXAM STRESS!!!ahahs....tomrrow gotta chi..woRRied..fLunked all e exams...bLehx...caRn wait for fRi to cUm...hOoRaYS* Z)

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