Tuesday, August 31, 2004
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can’t recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can’t even find a stranger this time
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this
Would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get cut of this I think I never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside
DongBangShinGi;
9:25 AM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
whees.changed my blogskin.lurve it!LOLs.haf been findin it or a loong loong time.at last!yeah.n my blog song.i carn find open arms.uurrgghh.todae was borin in e mornin.laoshi din cum for our lesson.fortunately hurs.den we went to practise e percusiion thingy.was practically tokin more than practising.hahs.toked abt lotsa things.n sumthing happened to cheryl M.LOLs.=))den lao shi came at 11.45 n told us tat dunt haf da he zou.wad e?he is so rich.his big car.saw it on e way hm.thinkin of sum weird things at tat time.kinda dirty.hahs.en woked hm.went for tuition.was so pissed wif e man.wahs.called him coz i wanted to collect sumthin n he himself said tat he can make it.budden when i called him to confirm.he said he carn.n gaf sum rubbish excues.wahs.freak.hahs.laughed alot durin tuition.oOps.but tat young gal was real cute lahs.e way she answered for her test.hees.i can still remember e young baby girl tat ren n i saw on thurs.so pretty.=))wanna go liaos.
//`missin u so much.dwee.angeLic person.-luvyalotss-
DongBangShinGi;
9:45 AM
Friday, August 27, 2004
went out todae.OoO.shoppin spree.k.went for tuition.den after tat mum n i went to eat at swensens.the fish n chips.not bad.den ate e ice cream for dessert.n ate e topless 5 ice cream too.ahahs.was so full can.den went to carrefour to shop for a while.made our way toe dentist.wahs.taking my braces out during e hols.i dunt want.n e dentist cut my gums todae.to dunno lessen e elasticity of e blahblah?hahs.paiful man.numbed my teeth first.but i could still feel sumthing.den need to eat medicine to avoid infection etc.haish.den went to orchard.mum passed her friends sumthing.den we went to HOS.not alot of things lehs.e 5566 things so little.was tryin hard to look for things to buy.den passed haegen dazz.hahs.mum said tat she will bring us to eat fondue!!yeahs.=))den went to robinson.so boring can.although it seemed to be fun for mum.wad e?den went to TIMES bk store.was looking for finishing strong but dunt haf.nvm.mum will go MPH near her office.den took a bus to PS,made our way to kovan.bot my marker pens n sum stationeries.den went cold storage for a short while n woked home.yeps.mum was shock when shje saw e letter box at e other side.damn funny can.she shouted so loudly.malu!blehs.
DongBangShinGi;
12:35 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
wahs.im freezin cold here but i do not want to increase e temperature.ahahs.contradictory.LOLs.at my sis's hostel now.its lyk a condo.cooL.though e room iz a lil small.cyber week is okay soo fun.nothing really bad has happen.yeah.hope tat it will go well todae.yeps.im alone now.sis has gone to sch.uurrrgghh.boring can.but nvm.gonna haf discussion later.i woke up exceptionally early todae.sis n i went down to e georges mart to get sum food yesterdae.hahs.i bot pokies n e toblerone.made her waster money.LOLs=))going home later.yeah.i wanna try to finish e work for todae n a lil for tmr.i gotta dental appointment n tuition tmr.yeps.so going out wif mum.dunt wanna rush hm to do hmwk.hees.time passes ral fast.its e second dae of cyberweek.haish.hafta go bac to sch on fri.dey should gif us an xtra dae off.for us to rest after sloggin our lives for e three daes.hahs.gtg.
DongBangShinGi;
11:10 PM
-its.cYberweek-LOLs.was lyk waiting for my grp members to turn up.wahs.hafta go to sch todae.carn stand it.gotta tons of work to do.uurrgghh.
yesterdae was pkay.spent practically e entire sch dae havin e cyber week briefing.doing in grps.its gonna be tough.e slow forum etc.n ms wong.we already sorted out e duties to each other.den we have to swop jac n gaya now.wad e.pissed.den practised our skit n dancesteps todae.was quite okay.n we palyed bball todae!so fUn can!=))intend to play it on fri.hahs.tats abt all.i typed a whole big chunk of things i wanna sae yesterdae but e thing juz went crazy n my post was gone.hahs.dis is a short one..:p
//*y r u still appearin in my mind.tried so hard to forget.wad izzit all abt?y r things juz beyond control?u came into my life n juz stepped out of it.its impossible to get bac to time.i juz hope tat i would wake up n wash u away.__wake up.
DongBangShinGi;
12:45 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
woke up early in e morning by renee's morning call. went for guzheng.waited for sec1s to get out of e guzheng room.hahs.den.our turn to haf lessons.eddie taught us.LOLs.was okay.got corrected by seying a few tymes.was confused can.den my hand was lyk super suan.tiring can.repeating e same steps for nearly an hour.anywae.eddie was great!=))den lao shi came.oh ya.he saw a few graduates(including siqi's sis) who came to visit him.his mood at tat time wasnt tat bad den.den practiced yao zhi.as tiring again.learnt sum new steps.n gotta learn a new song.uurrgghh.den rushed bac home.bathed n met gina.den met viv.handed up my art.went to watch e SPOOK SHOW.LOLs.wasnt tat scary.but was quite amused during e spirits part.den after tat.went to check mummy's cushion thingy at aUssino.den ate at suntec.ate popiah.we den woked to citylink mall.ate more.hahs.lyk a pig.ate at crepes n cream.e strawberry ice-cream.wahs.yUms.took NEL to kovan.we sat in e train.sat on e floor i mean.i saw e guard.he was abt to stopped us n den i accidentally said."green man!"oops.we immediately stand up lors.den reached kovan.took neos.e new harry potter machine.it wasnt nice.so disappointing.den woked home.sat e swing for a while.was quite funny.hahs.n im real tired now again.
//*feelings for u havent changed.met u.lyked u. tryin to forget u.it seemed impossible though.everything seems to be beyond control.daes juz passed liddat n im lettin u go gradually when i dunt want.my mood is changin partly becoz of u.carn let u go.
DongBangShinGi;
1:25 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
carn stand it.i actually forgotten abt e 5566 concert.wad e?i wanted to go at 8.45pm?but it was like too late n no one is able to make it.only gf n i.e only pathetic ones.uurrggh.wad a pity man.den went to grandma's house.was lyk so bored can.den aunt fetched us bac.kept on discussin wif gf whether to go anot.hahs.wonder wad song r dey singing now?hmmz.wanna go sarah's house on tues.to play her playstaion n mahjong?not sure yet.hope tat she is able to.hahs.tmr nicole n jill will be going to e ndp celebration.i bet jill wont be able to sleep coz she is far too exctied?LOLs.funny can.den i havent do my hmwk.slack n slack.forget it.im prepared to die.
when r u gonna be by my side again
i need u badly
e source of my strength n support
remembered abt e past
e daes when we were far too shy
to communicate
tat special moment
e melting glance
listening to e huangyida's song.cool can.e lyrics makes sense.
sad n touching.
//`let me run away n hide from dis meaningless world
DongBangShinGi;
12:55 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
ahhs.havent blogged for a loong time.had e ndp celebration in sch.wahs.performance.was freaked out be4 e performance.fortunately.it was okay dis time.laoshi changed e beat of tat instrument.yeps.den e skirt was lyk exxxtremelly loong.wad e?anywae.its all over.yeaH!=))den went hm to pack camp stuffs.met viv n we poured e mentos into e bottles.many mentos dropped.ahahs.wasted alot can.den did e icebreaker games.made our way to sch.practiced for tat night performance.omg.was terrible at first.den started wif our camp.firstly.ice-breaker.lame game.ahahs.was quite embarrassed.LOLs.everyone was blur.den started wif our game.had fun.but.we dirtied e track.was bad.den mrs ding scolded us.oOps.but it was okay.we had our fun too:p den e auntie wanted to close e shuttles when we were in e midst of cleaning e track.wahs.left.den climbed thru e bball court to e pri sch to continue cleaning.tough man.bbq.ate a little.but xy's grass jelly was fantastic.droOls.shared e pathetic stingray.den e performance.wahs.danced halfway n e music was gone.low batt cd player.haish.elana was so cute in e skit.hahs.den we dint haf our night games.sigh.it was a terrible night can.although i slept well.sumthing happened.uurrgghh.carn stand it.
breakfast was pathetic.we had butter bread.den cleared up.break camp.went to heartland to eay yoshi.had tuition.wahs.tired can.wanna sleep soon.hahs
DongBangShinGi;
9:25 AM
