#Smile that thought away;

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

You held my hand and walked me home
I know
Why You gave me that kiss
it was something like this
that made me go oh oh
You wiped my tears
Got rid of all my fears
Why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough
To take up some of my love
Gosh it's so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that
I'm not like thatGirl who gives it all away
e yeah oh
Did you think that
I was gonna give it up toyou
this ti-e-i-i ime
Did you think that that
there was something else gonna do
And cry-y-i-y-i
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way-eyeah
Don't think that your charm
and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants
I'll have to kick your ass
and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop
Thought I liked you a lot
but I'm really upset(im really upset)
So get out of my head

DongBangShinGi;
4:25 PM

chinese oral.was okay.was quite happy tat i made a lil more preparation for tat topic.=)i was lyk so damn scared n worried todae.especially during chinese.think i was out of my mind at tat time.sumthing's not quite right.LOls.den went we were in e hall.was lyk so freaky.everyone in front juz left n it was abt to be my turn.ren n gina n i were lyk holding hands.hahs.n sheau,ren,jac n i were holding hands n taking deeo breaths.wahs.how lame can we be.was quite fun todae.during pe.kept being suan by sheau.wad e?but hafta admit tat her shooting skills r not bad hurr?hahs.den when i shoot in.walaus.was so embarrassed can.sum were even air ball.*hides face/omg.den it was our turn to practice shooting instead.sheau,ren n i were lyk competing n making fun of each other.when i saw sheau's ball went in.hahs.pretended tat i dint see anything.lols.den she did e same to me.practically crapping e whole time.den recess!yeps ate wif "rose",gina n ziqing.wahs.angel is real funny can.k.we r lyk plaeing a chao lame game now.n angel n i r a couple.lols.unexpected can.rose.i will try to be faithful!lols.den eng.dunno y mrs jacob dint come in for lessons todae.mebbe sumthing cropped up.den art.ms yeo showed us e presentation of sum famous art pieces.wahs.everyone was impressed wif e art pieces.n look at mine.mine is lyk so unprepared.felt so inferior.hahs.den ms yeo gaf us free time to do revision.practiced oral wif ziqing.read e stories in e txt bk.den cme.again no teacher.hahs.den chi.asked laoshi quite a few questions.n we had tingxie.dunt even noe until dis morning.hahs.dint study lahs.den think i made a few mistakes/crapped for zaoju.for maths.did revision.life's gettin boring.uurrgghh.went to see e puppies todae.so cute can.look at deir tiny hands n legs.so cute.hees.

DongBangShinGi;
1:30 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

i dunt gif a damn plz.uve got e wrong idea n i misinterpretated e entire thingy.if tat can cause any problems to e relationship den tat shows how steady it is.wad rubbish n crap.sum kind of excues.prob lies wif both of us.dunt accuse or make any funny assumptions.u dunno e truth coz u werent dere.i juz hope tat u can get ur facts right can.ya.i need to get mine too.funny ppl we r.nvm.stop brooding over e entire small thingy.pity myself for being involved.all crap.
whees.im thinking.

wad i feel abt u.

I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my wayI'd never get over you
It ain't the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fal
lMake it through it all
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you

don't want to talk about it
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about itAnd
I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

DongBangShinGi;
11:30 AM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

well.todae's an exceptionally boring dae.im beginnin to fell more awkward to tat thing.wad e?y muz i if a damn?i shuldnt haf cared n shuldnt be bothered by it.after all these months.i haf finally understood.alamak.u dunt wanna salvage it is not my prob right?ive tried hard to save it but its only my effort.forget it.u dunt care either.
yesterdae.
was lyk so busy.was rushing thru e -myidealhome- compo as a grp.hafta stayed bac.sum misunderstandings n now.everything is weird.nvm.dis shows tat no one understands.i realised i haf grown to be more sentimental.no idea y.omg.i wanna be oblivious to e surroundings.wadeva-.ohya.went to eat yumcha yesterdae.not bad lahs.i lyk e prawns.whees.yes.e desert is not bad.mango n pomelo sago.yums.im hungry again.faints
todae.
came to sch.so boring.sch clock was so slow.spoilt n we were late.i tot i was late for my duty too.LOLs.den as usual.carried e benches.bac pain ahhs.den went up to do our duty.had usual lessons.i wasnt in a good mood.uurrggh.dunt wanna tok abt it.todae juz isnt my dae.;<

Whoa oh ohOoh hoohNo No NoSee I don’t, know why..I liked you so muchI gave you all...of my trustI told you I loved you...now that’s all down the drainYa put me through pain, I wanna let u know (ahhh) that I feelWhat I said it don’t mean shit nowThe presents might as well throw 'em outAll those kisses, it didn’t mean jackYou...you!!! I don’t want you back (ahhh)What I said it don’t mean shit nowThe presents might as well throw em outAll those kisses it didn’t mean jackYou, you , I don’t want you backYou thought, you couldKeep this shit from me, yeahYa burnt bitch, I heard the storyYa played me, ya even gave him headNow ya asking for me backYa just another act, look elsewhereCuz you're done with meWhat I said it don’t mean shit nowThe presents might as well throw em out

DongBangShinGi;
4:06 PM

Monday, September 20, 2004

life juz sux at times.want it to be over.get over n be done wif it.not gonna think abt it anymore.its not goin to bother me.start a brand new me.everythingisover.a new beginning.

"She Will Be Loved"
Beauty queen of only eighteenShe had some trouble with herselfHe was always there to help herShe always belonged to someone elseI drove for miles and milesAnd wound up at your doorI've had you so many times but somehowI want moreI don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI know I tend to get so insecureIt doesn't matter anymoreIt's not always rainbows and butterfliesIt's compromise that moves us alongMy heart is full and my door's always openYou can come anytime you wantI don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedI know where you hideAlone in your carKnow all of the things that make you who you areI know that goodbye means nothing at allComes back and begs me to catch her every time she fallsTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedAnd she will be lovedAnd she will be lovedAnd she will be loved[in the background]Please don't try so hard to say goodbyePlease don't try so hard to say goodbyeYeah[softly]I don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainTry so hard to say goodbye

^dis post is done.dere it goes...

DongBangShinGi;
1:30 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

wahs.it has been a loong time since i last blogged.busy week.had geog test todae.a sure fail?i guess so.terrible can.n oral next week.im lyk so unprepared for all these.omg.wad do do?im sufferin.uurrgghh.feelin so tired of life now.exam is just ard e corner.but im not at all prepared for dis.my dream class seems to be gone.drifted to far away frm me.wad e?havent got much to blog too.alamak.dis is e last week for cca.yeahs.LOLs.
//`*u r far too farrr away frm me
ive tried to get near
but no matter wad
dere seemed to be an invisible obstruction
u may want me to take e first step
but i guess i carn
we alwaes miss e chance to get close

DongBangShinGi;
9:35 AM

Sunday, September 12, 2004

when reality fades...i would be in my dreamland.whees.all dreams would be fulfilled den.nomoreworries.LOLs.tats all part of my wishful thinking.oh wells.wake up!
dwee].im gettin lame.watched e cinderella movie yesterdae.fantastic!chad michael murray rawks!omg.carn stand him.irresistable.juz lyk brad i guess.=))winkse entire movie was cool.touching.romanic.exciting.humorous.wahs.im lovin it.well.feelin much better now.went for guzheng early in e morning.so sleepy can.n we were lyk redundant.shuldnt haf woke up.hahs.den had a break.practised n another break.hahas.da he zou was okay.guess he was in a soso mood.den came bac.went for tuition.saw e green marimo in e pink bottle at minitoons.so nice.but it was juz too ex.20bucks.wad e?came bac hm.n ive got tons of hmwk left.shittified.dead.hahs.going off.
tot of dis for CHAD!! chad michael murray=cool macho man=cm2
k.think it sounded lame.tata

DongBangShinGi;
8:35 AM

Saturday, September 11, 2004

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like
I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

DongBangShinGi;
1:25 AM

Friday, September 10, 2004

SICK-uurrgghh

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DongBangShinGi;
7:00 AM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

sick.was feelin damn terrible yesterdae.vomitted in front of e netball gals.omg.den rushed to e toilet to vomit more can.mum said tat i gotta food poisonin.thnx to macs.uurrggh.slept on e sofa den gf gotta go.anywae.thnX to gF n viv.ahahs.den went to e pb room.slept all e way.went for guzheng.sux man.was feelin so sleepy.but gotta no choice mahs.den went down to call mum.hp wasnt swiched on.den ate sum of mel's minitoons sweets.wasnt tat tasty actually.ahahs.den went to e hmt room.was lyk practically tryin to sleep while e rest were practising.felt bad.den left earlier.called mum again.but.haish.den toked to gina all e way to 6.met my maid n we made our way to queenstwon.was so worried tat i may puke anytime.was holdin unto e plastic bag.malu can.slept alle way.still havin a slight fever.shant blog anymore.

DongBangShinGi;
7:15 AM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

*i really wanna tell u sumthing
but i carn find e courage
its tough
but u dunno
u dunt understand
n i think u neva will
its has been kept in my heart for soo loong
i was amused tat i could keep it for tat long
dis thing has made me changed to an unknown person
a stranger
sumone whom i not sure of
i dunno wad am i doin at times
u dunt sae it
n i kept it to myself
when can we be open to each other
praein hard for dis dae
e time left isnt loong
it is real short i shuld sae
cumin to an end
i dunt want it to be left unsaid
unexplained
i noe u haf sumthin in mind
but u dunno if e time is ripe
perhaps i shuld remind u
everythin is cumin to an end
do u wanna do sumthin abt it'
or jus leave it for me to guess
n act as a mystery
a mystery tat has no solutions
feelin trapped
y not u juz speak up ur mind
wont it be betta?
its truly an endless maze
u r special
i carn deny
im in e midst of givin up
u do make me melt
but on e other hand
ive suffered too
wad shuld i do next
i juz leave it up to u
u can control it
i dunt wanna care
i will do it gradually
not wantin to take notice or be concern in any way
anymore
i may regret
but i think its e bez for us now
e rest is up2u to decide
tryin hard to wash my hands off dis completely//

DongBangShinGi;
11:25 AM

Friday, September 03, 2004

whees.its bloggin time!=))was so tireed todae can.juz came bac frm camp yesterdae.camp was okay.fun i shuld sae.im gonna miss my bardies!thnx for ur prezzies once again.yep.not frogettin e other sec4s too.all of u rawk!luvya.barbequed on tues night.be4 tat.went to buy e charcoal n matchsticks for ms gan.wahs.woked pass e swimmin pool n saw a cute guy.or mebbe a baby i shuld sae.his hair was standin n he gotta such a cute face.omg.carn stand it.den it was e appreciation night.did our performance.was kinda funny.n when e sec4s said deir speech n stuffs.wahs.atmosphere.couldnt be described.cried lyk dunno wad.tears juz began to flow out.uncontrollable.dint noe y did it happen.especially when euodia sang e song.omg.den photos!yeah.took many photos wif e sec4s.LOLs.my my eyes werent in gd condition.uurrgghh.den gaf clara n shayun sumthin.OOoOO.den did some area cleanin.watched e sec4s check out.will really miss dem.den we slept at abt 2+?was lyk practically waitin for e ppl to bathe.
we woke up real early e next dae.ms gan brought us to see e sunrise.we tot tat we were too late at first.but.yeahs.saw e sun rise!was so happy.couldnt help it.it was my first time.hahs.den wrote sum things on e sand.hee.crapped n tokked alot.den woked bac to e bungalow.had breakfast.played sum games.den had lunch.played more games later n did more clearing up.packed our bags n home sweet home.went to macs first.den was lyk so indecisive.ite.took e next 53 bus n reached home at 7+.whees.cool camp.=)

DongBangShinGi;
10:15 AM