on the way!! 

my panicure from MUM,thanks to her.HEE 

i was using the phone,too bored.lols 

i feel FRESHHH!
after two intensive bathing sessions.
im back from campp!!
miss me peeps?
HAHA,okay.
camp was fun!
except for the weather.
had to pitch our own tents,
live without lights (only torches) at night,
step on muddy puddles throughout.
had so much fun keyaking.
the sea water is really damn salty please.
and i somehow drank a mouthful of it?
eeks.
but we really enjoyed it.
gF and i had good coordination.
hee,although we were lagging behind at first,
we managed to catch up.
woosh,did capsize drill.
just turned the kayaks and we all did a somersault?
hilarious.
we played in the sea.
splashed water here and there.

orienteering on the second day.
walked from pasir ris to tampiness?
energy drianed lahs.
then went to play playground.
swings are just so nice.
the higher it goes,
the the better you feel,
just like you are at the top of the world.
(although not so high =pp)
then went to sun plaza park for lunch.
the honeydew is nicee.*yums.
had fish and chips too,
but abit cold.
then headed to the tampiness interchange for our next destination.
nyan treated us to ice-cream at macs.
lols,felt great sitting in a air-conditioned place,
enjoying an ice-cream.
hee.then there was a poster which states that if we complete reading the poem in 4 secs,
we can get a free cone!
we were so amused by it.
haha,but did not try it in the end.
hmms,then met other groups and headed back to beside pasir ris resort.
bathed at chalets.the cool air simply make me wanna stay in the room and never step out of the room anymore...
had to bath in 5 minutes.
was rushing like a woman out of her mind.
then had dinner and prepared for gala night.

gala night.sang tonghua accapella with ziqing and dora.
was so paiseh.
then did our hokkien cheer,spongebob cheer etc.
was so frolic.
but our butts hurt.
had to sit on the ground.
was so cramped.
the other classes performed well too.
the night just passed like that.

we slept in the tent which was infested with mosquitoes?
but surprisingly,i did not get bitten that much.
ate breakfast in the morning,
had devotion and we had to keep our tents,
pack our bags.
we then played a team replay game.
was so fun,
had many stations to go through.
we still managed to pull through till the very end,
although we were not the first to complete,
we still felt a sense of achievement.
i guess our class is somehow more united now,
after this camp.
it was really meaningful,
our instructors,
the teachers were great.=))

;you make me feel like im at the TOPoftheworld!

went to do CIP today.
i guess it was a fantastic experience for all of us.
was rather tensed up at first.
worried about some communication problems etc.
we reached there,some old people were extremely friendly.
welcomed us warmly.
hmms,then some elderlys were like isolated?
we tried to bring them in.
wheeld them to their respective wards.
gave them a listening ear.
performed for them,sang some songs.
i felt so touched while singing tonghua.
it was kinda lugubrious.
played pass the parcel game.
some elderlys were like so possessive over the presents.
and then i realised,how blessed we are.
it was their dinner time,
we went to their wards,
served them,
tried to interact with them.
a woman was so touched and emotional till she cried.
we were aghast.
they needed company,
thats the only thing im sure of.

looking at the smiles on their faces can truly warm our hearts.
we went to the conference room after that,
had a conversation with beatrice,yeeling,sok fan,gF and carian.
an interesting one.
realised i got to know the people from other classes better.
had fun.


*is everything fine?
i hope so.
i just vented everything out today,
felt great.
camp tomorrow,
gonna play till i drop.*smiles.

-ill miss youu babe-

yesterday was fun,it was supposedly our bowling session once agin.
however,it is more expensive during public holidays?
so nehs,played arcade.
i felt great driving,venting all my frustrations through the race.
and hey people,it really works!*smiles
went shopping today,somehow mum and i just had some fun crapping.
she said that my primary 5 and 6 hair was nice,including the sec 1 mushroom hairstyle.
i laughed till i dropped.
laughed loudly,regardless of the numerous people who were looking.
it was just too, too hilarious.
ate salad again,im lovin it;
free upsize from regular non-fat ice-cream to large one(gaining weight gradually,lols)
camp is approaching,
i wanna have fun,lols.
still deciding on whether to have a haircut in singapore or hongkong.
i just realised i may have some problems when it comes to communication.
hmms,mum said that i should cut it in sg,
since i like my present hairstyle.
(question mark).
i love the night,
the dark dark view,
with some stars shining brightly above.
(not forgetting the satellites too,hurhur)


oh wells,i will try my best to forget it,
my life does not only exist because of you,
others as well.HEE

the night view from my house,after upgrading.woosh

i look like a prisoner,HAHA. 

i took this,my cute little Blackie.(photogenic yeah?)*smiles to it. 

ive read the entries and i realised that,
yes,im really in predicamant.
what on earth am i suppose to do?
how to solve the problems?
i wanna leave the world.
i hope that all these things wouldnt happen.
i just cannot control my feelings.
is it good or bad?
i agree it is good to retrospect the memories.
however,when things are not under control.
worries and intricacy just take over everything.
thats terrible.
hmms,enough of my crap,or should i say,heart pouring session?
lols,i will try to forget everything!!

went to aunt's house today,shopped at compass point and went to grandma's house.
pac man is nice,interesting game.HEE.
ate dinner there too.
im like out for the whole afternoon.


i shall wait for my holiday trip to come,
and contemplate that by then,
everything will be fine.
[self comforting]

;*every breath that i take,
every moment im awake,

its all about youu.

yesterday was somehow unforgettable.
i dunno how i feel.
i just dunt get it right.
im in a horrendous situation.
i cannot bear to break your heart.
nor i wanna cheat my feelings.
oh mine,wads wrong with me?

now i get it when people blog about the irony of love.
i want it to be simple,
just like the way i see a couple live their lives every morning each time i go to school.
the guy will just send the girl to school,
hand-in-hand.
i may not know them,
but somehow i just sense the romance between them.
too emotional?[perhaps]

the cosy night when we exchanged glaces,
truly melt my heart.

i just want to surrender...






what on earth is love?

oh god!im like so excited about tomorrow.HEE,hope a miracle will happen tomorrow.[jayne and her wishful thinking].
it is the last day of school today,practically for all of us.
packed our things.
had to bring home everything.
at last,im wise enough to bring a huge BOX.
i guess im the only person who brought the most amount of books home.how slack can 1 be?*smirks
lessons were pretty alright,we only had a few minutes for lit.
phews,we did not do our homework.
walk-a-jog tomorrow.gonna walk with wz and ms gan.
cabbing to east coast with jill,gina and viv.
hmms,today.was kinda busy.had many things on after school.maths and science funtasia,cip meeting and tuition.
everything just piled up.

missed the meeting for funtasia and stayed a while for the cip meeting.
tuition next,was doing some boring compo and my assessment books.
rushed after 3 hours of tuition.
ran to the traffic light to meet gina and viv.
thanks to the both of them who helped me carry my BULKY stuff from achool and walked all the way to the traffic light to meet me.
THANKS!=))
headed home.

its time i wake up,its just a fantasy,not something which can last forever.in fact,nothing lasts forever...

a few more hours to the long awaited moment.woosh,*JUMMPPPPPSSSSSSSSS[i carn sleep]+)

new blogskin.=))
im waiting for 2oo5o5 to come.
JUMMMPPSSSSSSSSSS!!

*raffles jc's investiture was cool,ive enjoyed the video and the item.the school is huge!!9 hectares?somewhere ard there i guess.7 storeys and the library is in a circular shape,3 storeys.oh god.what an enormous school.saw some seniors and facilitators.want a time machine to get back to the past.enjoyable memories.their hall is like 2 storeys high?really spacious.(rjc is real green,that explains y my font is green,haha)

tomorrow is the last day of school.no more studying for term 2.WOOSH!

ive fallen into an abysm.
bottomless and dark.

;gig is driving me insane.=))[but i like it]

i carn wait for the gig.im like out of my mind.HEE.excited.*jumps for JOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

gina helped me edit it.LOL.my hair looks white.anyway,thanks gina!!+)) 

just came back again.WOOSH.two late nights.i love the night.the dark skies with some stars.went to grandma's house for a while,den headed for the long walk.it was extremely croweded lahs.then went to hong kong street for supper.yums.we were the only ones there.cool.then walked home.oh ya,when we were on our way to hongkong street.was so scary can.we saw a man on the bus talking to the air.no,in fact, he was scolding the air lahs.like some imaginary person sitting there.and he got chased off the bus by the driver.the brave one.and now i cannot sleep,too full.

im crazy over stars nowadays.no idea why.hahs.

another gig.i cannot control my feelings,nor find someone to confide in.
oh god,im in a dilemma.someone please just talk some sense into my damned brain.
they dunno how i feel,how i think.ineedspacetobreathe

rain rain go away...
lols,no lahs,i like the weather now.dark and cold.woosh,just came back from the bowling alley.
was so fun please.had a wonderful night.we went bowling.too many ppl at first,had to wait for our turn.went to play arcade first.bubble puzzle is so nice please.spent a bomb on that game.den it was finally our turn to play.girls against guys.god.im like the drain girl lahs.my ball always ends up at the drain.hilarious can.but i did improve at the end k.hahs.we lost in the end.expected can.nevermind,we girls shall compete with them again during the weekdays.WOO.then beat them.HAHA.its like a dream that will never come true.went to heartland in the afternoon wif mum.saw gF and friends.then ate KFC.the salad is great.i like the dressing.the chicken made the salad taste much better.yums.mum said that she knows how to make it,and she bought the ingredients.HAHA,im looking forward to tasting her salad.winks*then went to buy my sleeping bag.at last,dunt haf to sleep on the thin sheet of cloth.enjoyable day=))

Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do
I called to let you know I'm through with you

that was LOVE.just watched the 9 o 'çlock show.feelings just gushed out.
i can finally sensed the TRUE LOVE.so touching please.
my dearie can just tear and tear.lols.relax.but actually i was trying to control myself.HAHA.
i cannot stand fann's adidas bag,damn cool.nice shape.nice colour.FAB.her belt too.hahs.okay,received my tests results.and ive got a red mark for phy.ugh/thinking of how am i gonna face the music.holiday.holiday.holiday,u r wad im LONGING for. im munching on strawberries`sweet.

;disappointed in you,
you come as you wish,leave me when im in difficulties.
you just suck.
go reflect on ur character,
if u just seeking for some fun and if you are just simply finding people to entertain you,
get off my back.

life can be complicated at times.
so complicated that ive got loads of questions about it.
ugh.

school,school and more school.
thats the only place i have to go everyday.
or my third home,heartland.LOL.
im getting sick of it.
i cannot wait for the camp and the holidays to arrive.
i need to escape from the laborious school days and go enjoy.
*winks.something very weird happened during chinese period today.
i shant further eleborate.
chemistry,ms ferng marked very fast.she reutrned us our papers today.
got a shock with my results.some careless mistakes here and there and all the marks get pulled down.
add maths,no confidence of even a pass.
haish,studies can really bring ur mood down.
i shall end it here.lol.

;life's like photography,you need the negatives to develop.[wad a meaningful quote]
a quite for me to comfort myself.=))

i dunno what to do.
i dunt want things to turn out this way.
we all got feelings and i know that we do care for each other.
what are we waiting for then?
just the little initiative to actually make things move.
keep the ball rolling my dear friends.
if we can salvage the relationship ,
it is worth anything.
action speaks louder than words.
if we dunt do anything.
thats the end of the friendship.
think about it,
is it worth it?
such a precious friendship shouldnt be neglected just like that.


;I MISS THE OLD US.`but people do change,so do I. ;winks.


_you are just stuck in my mind.going round and round. i MISSyou

tests are finally over,
i know i dint do well this term.
i shall just buck up for the remaining two terms.
i hope that it wont be much of a disappointment too.
wells,im gonna enjoy these two weeks as well as the holidays.
catch up with the things i haven been doing due to the laborious school days.
im happy enough to hear that term 1 and 2 will be combined.
although i haven been doing well in term 1,it isnt as bad as term 2.
lols.camp is coming up.kayaking and visit to the homes.
im looking forward to it=))
i truly hope that i will be able to learn as much.gain the experience.
personally, it is really wonderful for people like me.HAHA.dunt do much of community service and stuffs.
oh ya,meet the parents session.phews,it is postponed.
im just avoiding and escaping from the frightening truth.
may the God be with me.
yeps,school lessons are boring as usual.
i wanna be FREE.

off to catch my show;

if you believe in it;it will come true


i thought i have found you;it was just an illusion

SMILES.
i dunno why,i just feel high out the sudden.LOL=))

;how do i find a place in yer heart,
when i can i find a path to you.

i wanna speak.



sometimes i cannot stand peoply who tries to act rich.
they just tend lose themselves?
having the mindset that they can afford anything.
but in actual fact, what do they get in return? NOTHING.
i have just realised that kinship and friendship s more important.
not about some useless brands that wouldnt be much of use in future.

*you are just being too materialistic.
and im sad that i carn change you nor can i tolerate.
get off my sight.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY,esp to me dearest mum.LOL

thank god for the school holiday tomorrow!pl just rocks out the sudden+) *smiles to my com.lols.okay,next week will be a hectic week.a week filled with tests and most probably we will be having cca.alamak.i need a break and fortunately,the break is tomorrow!gonna go catch a movie i guess.an expensive movie i guess.and we pay to freak ourselves.the term is coming to an end soon.i need to do my reflections for the term again.this time,im definite that i will regret.hahs,look at my WONDERFUL results.if there's a competition on who is the winner from the back,i will definitely be the champion.hahs.my class is just so kiasu.ms ang talked to us about that issue during our pc period this week.it was hilarious.we started voicing out our opinions,telling her baout how we feel and stuffs.was a great time to clear the air.hahs.she also told us about her experience and the life she led in the past,during her jc times.after hearing,was worried for my life in jc in future.

;im missing you everyday
distraction just over took my mind

time is running so fast,i need another day of hol.lols,was out on sat and sunday.havent even touch my work for both days.god bless me then.on sat,went to celebrate mothers' day cause granny is going on a holiday next week.wells,having another dinner this coming sat again.then went swimming on sunday and went for mum's collaeague's baby's burfday.so cute please.but abit hot.haha,then left early and went to chinatown.ate somemore there.tangyuan.lols,i tried the sausages which a french man was selling?a cheese knacker for 3.50?so ex can.then walked around.hmms,lots of things coming up in the month of may and june!excited!=))

*LOVEs
you make me feel like dancing

IM here to blog.okay,yesterday was such a tiring day.energy drained out.
complete exhaustion.had our pl art's festival.wore out costume since 2+ till 9?god.
den practiced and we had to put on make-up.fortunately,manda was there to help us.lols.her glittery eye shadow.thumbs up.then we performed for the lower sec girls.it was rather bad?but we did try our best i guess.then there was a long break after that.we had our dinner at the car park?then walked around.was so thirsty please.den bought peach tea using alyssa's money,HEE.den we played bball with our guzheng costumes!!HAHA.reneee and i took off our heels.then played with sheau and friends.then we went to the guzheng room to assemble.laoshi talked to us about the sompetition,i think what he has said made sense.hmms,for once i agree.LOL.he treated us to ice-cream!WALLS ice cream.yums.then we had to go touch up our make up and prepare for the night performance.waited outside for like about an hour?meanwhile,we took some photos.ahs,the sec4s are leaving us soon.sighs,gonna miss them.ms chen just left us yesterday,took a photo with her!then ours was the finale,we performed and whoosh,everything is over.was so happy but really exhausted too.had to carry our guzhengs back to the guzheng room,then went back to the hall to take zheng jias and walk back to the guzheng room again.sighs.had changed,my costume was drenched.eeks,then went to meet mum and sis,went to the hawker centre to grab a bite.the grass jelly is nice.yums.then cabbed home.when i reached home,took photos.HAHA.then went for a bath.sleeping time soon.lols.
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